Sometimes It’s Confusing

If you know four dialects it’s sometimes confusing. Just like I talked to my friend in Visayan dialect then here’s another  friend of mine doesn’t know how to speak Visayan and it’s only  Tagalog. I know  Tagalog so I speak Tagalog. Then my husband called me and so I switch to English. The funny thing was when he called me and I didn’t noticed that I spoke Visayan and tagalog words to him. He can not understand me and I realize that I didn’t speak English to him. There are advantages and disadvantages if you know 4 dialects.  Now, to make it fair I teach my husband some basic Visayan and Tagalog word so atleast he know a little. Though his accent is different than mind but in return my accent is different than him too lol… Sometimes I’m tired of speaking English but I don’t have choice I need to speak English so my husband could understand me. There’s time that I am confuse in my dialect. Now, I really want to be fluent in English and want to learn and improve my vocabulary.

Well, over all it’s fun though that I can speak 4 dialects. But the 4th dialect I did not really use it a lot.

I have to go now so I can pick up our mail and walk for a little bit. See yah next time. Thanks for dropping by!

Triple Digits This Week

This week is very hot and we hit the triple digits. I learned to be thankful to God whether the weather is hot or cold what can I do if I complain. Just got back from my  deal this afternoon and pretty much it’s very hot outside. The road is dusty but better than chilly winter. I’m still thankful because it’s not freakin cold. I can drive without worrying about the slick road and slick road  is so  very dangerous.

Well, I don’t have much to tell you guys but over all I can say that I did a lot of sewing this week and I’m glad that I did earn a little bit. I supposed to look for a job but the job that suppose available is on weekend and I can’t work during weekend. Okay I have to go before I am late in our practice, we will going to sing this Saturday evening for the fund raising of the sick kids. See yah next time thank you for dropping by! Have a nice weekend to you all!

In His Glory

For the past few months I felt there’s something missing in my life. I felt like crying and lonely without any reason. That’s what I thought. Do you buy that I feel like crying and lonely without reason at all? maybe not. Maybe there is something behind it. I evaluated myself and I found out that I am mad  for some reason that I want something but it didn’t happen or I didn’t get what I want. I maybe spoiled brat because before when I pray to God I know that God answered my prayers. Then now I am so impatient enough not to wait and I want it right away. I cried so hard when I found that I am so demanding to God. I am like a small kid when they need something from their parents and their parent knows what’s best for the kid and didn’t allow or give it right away for some reasons. Then the little kid felt bad about it? Oh boy! that’s what I felt. I carry that for how many months and I didn’t know it affects my mood and emotions. It’s because I’m mad I elaborated the answered prayers from the past then ask why God didn’t answer me now? I started to cried so hard and I felt that God talk to me not in voice but in my mind and heart. The word is this, I didn’t forget you and I will never forget you because I gave my life to you. You can not see the bigger picture now but trust God and believe in Him and He will give you the desire of your heart. After that I am ashamed of myself and felt that I am a big sinner and I ask for forgiveness. Then God forgives me,  I felt peace and happiness in my heart. I glorify God in whatever circumstances whether it is good or bad. I just write this down so I remember how God talk to me and loves me and not only me but us that sometimes we can not see the big picture. I just praise God for all the blessings and for all the things that He is done for me and for us.